| I'm really super excited. |
[Dec. 19th, 2008~04:30 pm] |
So. I leave in a week from today. For California. Seriously, I'm so freaking excited about this. I'll get in to California around 11, and he'll be there to pick me up. Well, hopefully. He might be late picking me up, like he was last time, and I'll have to wait for a few minutes.. but whatever. I won't even be able to be upset about it from excitement. And not even excitement from THINGS that may or may not happen - those aren't even for certain. < :( >Just even seeing him will be close to the best thing EVER.. Seriously, it's peculiar how close we are considering that 1: he lives in California, 2: I never see him ever, and 3: he's a Junior in college... BUT THIS CANNOT BE HELPED. Naturally I shall inform people of.. things as a sort of follow up. Duh. (probably not here. Too unclassy lol) But... it cannot be overlooked that before I can go, I have to finish stuff... COLLEGE APPLICATIONS WHY MUST YOU HAVE SO MANY STEPS. (good thing I only have minor parts of something like 5ish applications to do. Very good thing). On top of that, I have a CD to make (not a big deal) and a Hamlet project to film (quite a big deal). However, our project is pretty well planned out.. and seeing as our lines are already written for us, we have just to pick and choose which ones we'll use. Even so, filming is going to take a while.. but it'll be worth it. Seriously. EVEN THOUGH CERTAIN PEOPLE HAPPEN TO HAVE STOLEN OUR IDEA. betches. Anyways. Love you guys. ♥ |
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| I procrastinate WAY too much |
[Nov. 6th, 2008~08:39 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | suck | ] |
| [ | come.get.me |
| | hizzouse | ] |
| [ | feelin.kinda |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | sweet.jams |
| | Brothers on a Hotel Bed, DCfC | ] |
So. Senior ads are due and I'm paranoid that I'm going to pick a picture that I'm going to end up hating. Suck. Oh, well. I should just put up pictures of Kame or something. That'd be hawt. People would get it and be like.. that.. that's not who that is! Wtf! God I'm retarded AWESOME. Also, I've been on a Death Cab for Cutie binge recently. I love how chill their music is.. also, their writers amazing- each song is all symbolic and such, but not overtly so. It's nice. Actually, most of their music is sort of depressing, but that is beside the point. It's still good music. ABRUPT TOPIC CHANGE.
SO. I hate people sometimes. Story time: RenFest this Sunday. Kyle bailed on me ("something came up"), five bucks says he's ditching. Therefore, Andrew, who I like but was essentially invited by Kyle, also doesn't want to go, even if he could. What douches. Seriously, though, Kyle's been doing stupid stuff like that to me all year. I'm just about sick of it. It feels like I'm only just tolerated sometimes. Which is just a disgusting feeling to have. I've almost cracked and just started yelling at them a few times. And by them I really mean Kyle, btw. And Andrew is just.. cryptic. I mean.. half of the time when I see him, he's way nice and will just give me a hug just to give me a hug. The rest of the time, he'll be all annoyed if I even bump him accidentally, as if I had invaded his space. Aldkjfasdf. Bitches.
This seems to be the year of People who Treat People who Care about Them like Crap. Suck.
BUT I LOVE A BUNCH OF PEOPLE TOO. This is not an "I hate life nobody likes me why do I suck so much" sort of thing. No, I am quite aware that I'm awesome. (lol that wasn't arrogant at all) More so, I am aware that I have a good number of amazing friends. It just BUGS me that people can be like that. Waragh. Oh, well. I'll just watch some more episodes of The Office and feel all better. ily ♥ |
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| Because a rant sounds really satisfying right about now.. |
[Sep. 25th, 2008~10:44 pm] |
| [ | come.get.me |
| | earth | ] |
| [ | feelin.kinda |
| | Downcast | ] |
| [ | sweet.jams |
| | May it Be, Lord of the Rings Soundtrack | ] |
Hokay. So.
School sucks. Band sucks. Life, therefore, sucks. Calculus? Kicks my ass. Not even joking. I really don't want to drop down to AB, even though it would still be a tough class. I mean, come on: calculus is calculus. But I have too much pride or SOMETHING that it feels like I would just DIE if I dropped a level. Even though I'm actually failing the class not doing so well right now. asodingasdg BUT ANYWAYS. At least it's close to being acceptable. Also, if I DON'T manage to pull up my grade, I may or may not be ineligible for band-related things. Which would be QUITE detrimental to the band as a whole, considering that the show pretty much depends on me for at least 30 seconds or so out of 7-ish minutes.. doesn't sound like much, but soloists are hard things to replace. True story.
So yeah. Pretty much if I don't get my crap in line, I'll not only TOTALLY f-up my GPA, I'll also screw over the entire band. Way to go, me! However, I HAVE employed three tutors (two adults and one peer) and hopefully that'll get me into a quick turnaround. Hopefully being the key operative in that situation. So my plan for the immediate future is to stuff my brain so full of math that it's going to pop, and drown my sorrows in Japanese dramas (which are so light and comical that you CAN'T be sad while watching them). And maybe some ice cream..
Also, good friends never hurt either, I suppose. :] <3 |
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| Less get startd! |
[Aug. 30th, 2008~12:29 am] |
| [ | come.get.me |
| | ur mom | ] |
| [ | feelin.kinda |
| |  touched | ] |
| [ | sweet.jams |
| | DON'T U EVER STOP, KAT-TUN | ] |
Ohay gaiz. I know I've said that I'd get to making one of these sooner or later, and, wel, hear it isss! Not much to say right nao, but belive me that is goning to change. Just yuo wait, this will be one of the most excting bolgs yull reed EVER. Even better than My Immortal and Real Life Consequences combnied even thouh those are fanfics (and awesum onez you should read em).
Kame is my love monkey, even though he has freakishly tiny nipples.
That is all.
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